Okay, here it is. After several hours of looking at my notes from the previous two good to great sessions, I was able to define what I was referring to in the above posting.
I was definitely overpowered by my winning. I believe because it came fast and hard, out of the norm, out of the so-called schedule by all means. In brief, the winning was disruptive.
Winning is always welcomed, don't get me wrong. However, I strive to control both my losing and winning wagering with merging both into my money management method.
My money management method, posted and written about enough on the forum, does control me in the upper 90% percentile of all of my play.
But my problem was, I went out of conscious and clear frame of mind. I wagered far greater amounts, as well as not as much as I should have after the winning was coming at me, fast and hard. Yes, I far accomplished my session goal! And while I was NOT going to color up and walk away, I followed the winning recklessly and like I said, I was out of schedule. I wish to stress, I did not give it back, not by any means whatsoever. I had my buy in. I had my session goal and I was continuously winning at an out of schedule return rate.
I should have wagered what was winning in a different light, as well as larger amounts while merging into the temporary out of schedule, fast and hard winning, with my normal 1/3rd 1/3rd 1/3rd MMM and being conscious of my 'everything held' (buy in and previous wins/goal), so that means 2/3rds held and a wagering continuation with the last 1/3rd of my wins for additional wins with conscious and clear frame of mind.
The last part is what I should have done and I did not do. And that is what I am referring to, The Power of Winning can change you.
I was definitely overpowered by my winning. I believe because it came fast and hard, out of the norm, out of the so-called schedule by all means. In brief, the winning was disruptive.
Winning is always welcomed, don't get me wrong. However, I strive to control both my losing and winning wagering with merging both into my money management method.
My money management method, posted and written about enough on the forum, does control me in the upper 90% percentile of all of my play.
But my problem was, I went out of conscious and clear frame of mind. I wagered far greater amounts, as well as not as much as I should have after the winning was coming at me, fast and hard. Yes, I far accomplished my session goal! And while I was NOT going to color up and walk away, I followed the winning recklessly and like I said, I was out of schedule. I wish to stress, I did not give it back, not by any means whatsoever. I had my buy in. I had my session goal and I was continuously winning at an out of schedule return rate.
I should have wagered what was winning in a different light, as well as larger amounts while merging into the temporary out of schedule, fast and hard winning, with my normal 1/3rd 1/3rd 1/3rd MMM and being conscious of my 'everything held' (buy in and previous wins/goal), so that means 2/3rds held and a wagering continuation with the last 1/3rd of my wins for additional wins with conscious and clear frame of mind.
The last part is what I should have done and I did not do. And that is what I am referring to, The Power of Winning can change you.