Hi Alrelax, I don't expect you to not be mad.
I just discovered that I have been seeing Narcissists everywhere for the past year. It turns out that almost all of us have one to two characteristics of Narcissism listed out of 12 items in the DSM-5. The DSM-5 says that to be an NPD the person must have 5 or more characteristics to be listed as having NPD. I have at least 2 characteristics myself. I was totally wrong to suggest that you are NPD.
Now you can see that I don't really care where you get your donuts. I hope you don't really care either or will soon not care.
Have a better and nice life,
I apologize sincerely,
You are what you are, the same as myself.
The only mistake I kind of made on this board was the 'Saturday Night Live' type of skits converted into the written words/posts I had made regarding systems and such.
The rest of just about everything I ever posted, deleted and re-posted, posted, has been my experiences, downright real, justified if needed and absolutely the truth or what I believed to the last word. Not, words of hate and spite and words that attempted to demolish or put someone's light's out, so to say.
Problem is, so many are exclusively inhibited and as well--introverted on here. They picture just about everyone else the same or just below themselves with little to no imagination, experience or optimism. All of course, IMO.
I thought for a while--we were about on the same level, play--experience wise that is. But, you did (again IMO) go a tad bit too far with the medical, personal and professional valuations regarding myself. Why? I can't really say. Maybe I was just there.
I seriously have been through some pretty tumultuous times and experiences in my life from being affiliated through marriage with NYC Asian Triads to all out criminal activity regarding adult businesses and financially related activity and businesses, to non gambling and non criminal professions that were just nasty-dirty and extremely difficult years with the history of them, etc.
I generally (unless pun is intended or some other form of humor) tell the truth with explicit and redundant tenacity on here. Yes, I have been on other boards and self banned myself or been banned for generally not caring one bit about what they stand for and got in some two bit 'back alley' fight with some internet troll. Like I did on the other forum I last told the Admin to ban myself. I just got that NYC 'don't give a F*** attitude when I take a stand for something', etc., etc.
As far as accepting or not accepting an apology of the type you made, I honestly see no reason to have even brought up what you did. You have nothing to prove here the same as myself, although I have tried at times, why---I could not answer except to say, I write the honest and unforgiving truth.
There is a way to gamble and there certainly a way not to gamble. The same as writing on the board here or anywhere else.
Just because someone gambles differently than myself does not make him or her inferior or superior to myself or anyone else for that matter. Likewise, the way others write and what they write about or belief in, the exact same would have to hold true as well. If we were all the same, this world would really suck a heck of a lot more than it already does.