(This entire post is addressing/answering to what Mark/Gizmo posted two spots above here, with the red and the blue added within this posting by myself).
Quote from: alrelax on Today at 04:19:22 PM
you talk stuff just go work and pay him back. Simple, why the poo poo?? (I wasn't attempting to antagonize Gizmo, just wanted his answer and finally got it)
I planned on that but now that part is wrecked for a surprise. So here is how it has been. The guy and I both know that you have to be aware of situation, motivation, and deliberate action to make the math work. We both accept this notion. So I got swept up in the TurboGenius commotion with four of my students at the school. That led to me creating a rule based computer simulation that actually worked. It's not Turbo's fault. It's mine. But I was totally convinced that it worked. It even makes sense that it should work It's based totally on the law of third stuff. In fact I'm surprised that it does not work. (That is from Gizmo, so be it. It is what it is. I have no reason other than to accept it at face value without my opinion as I am not part of it).
That is why I have written hundreds of unique sims investigating systems. I wanted to actually know if an idea worked or even came close to working. I was 100% sure this had to work. I took the money and made bold, blind, rule based bets expecting it to pay off. It was not a case of problem gambling. I even hocked my recording studio and fell behind on my new car payments believing this had to work. It blew up in my face and wrecked my friendship with our mystery contributor. I don't care what people think. He really put his own money up on all this. (Again, from Gizmo and he offers his reasoning's/explanation why he did what he did without technical reference or reasoning. Again, fine as that is his explanation. All good.)
So you wonder why I disclose my own dirty laundry in public. Truth on gambling forums is a very rare commodity. I'm an old fart. I can take it. I've lived some of the highest highs and also the lowest lows. I bragged that I had found the Holy Grail. I had to equally display the claim of my failure. It's just who I am. I learned early on that nobody cares what I did as one of the worlds first poly extreme athletes. So I did all that for myself. Nobody cares if I succeed at this. I'm just mad at myself that I went over budget and lost a gentleman's trust. This has brought me to the point to find out if what I have put together works, if it does, continue to use it, or give up. I'm at that point. If it does not work, and it is because I still have no self control, then I will know it. If it works, then I will know that I have mastered my self control issues. If it works I could have changed my life more than ten years ago when I started heavy research. If it works I will only say now that it is self control that makes it work. I won't say how I did that. It makes no sense wrecking it for others. Anyway several people here I suspect have found their own way to make gambling work. You are one of them. (I have no problem with people finding 'holy-grails' and bragging about them. I have a problem when they sell them and rip people off with all of their numerous 'would have's', 'could have's', or 'should have done it but you missed used it', pure b.s. stuff almost all of them are. However, what Gizmo did or relayed was his own stuff and was pretty up-front about it to a point. I am not privy to it all nor did I pay for anything. We talked about numerous things, on and off the board. We got side tracked with each of our personal life's and agendas, etc. We both probably said things we should not have?? I don't 100% know or am I trying to justify anything here. Mark/Gizmo did go off and choose to demean and humiliate myself with medical reasoning, right or wrong—I took offensive to the near majority of it and probably should have just ignored his medical claims regarding myself, etc. But that is in the past, I won't bring it up again, at least I don't think I will. As far as the self-control and knowledge issues, you have plenty and probably more good ones than bad ones. We all have bad ones, we have to or we would not know what the good ones are or be able to work towards them and refine whatever it is we need to in any area we are working in, etc.
As far as what other's think, people on here, especially those that do not go way back with us, do mistake numerous things I say, all good. However, they also have a habit to come on and state that and throw in their hatred and/or jealousy without reason too many times. They are kind of like part-time instigators. So be it, they will never go away and they are worthless anyway. As far as the 'truth on gambling forums is a rare commodity' is one of the biggest and boldest and never more accurate statements ever made on here! 110%!
What so many have no clue and no idea in gambling is, the situation, the action and the ability and how it all merges together. But one also needs, motivation, clear mind, vision, non-greed, non-have to, intense alertness without being one bit pompous, etc., to actually make those sessions pay off. Besides having a vast amount of knowledge about the downfalls and the psych interactions I have written about in such detail on the board. The game cannot be beat, there is no way to physically do it on a consistent basis using mathematical and statistical protocols, it is with everything else a player can make it work. However, if you found something else and you forgo everything I ever written about and discovered set mathematical protocols, god bless you—I am not saying it can never be done, I just don't see it or believe it can be in such nature.
As far as making gambling 'work'. Yes, I have in many ways. Perfectly, no. Better than the past, most certainly! I never claimed to be the guru or have the 'holy-grail' with commercial marketability such as that guy did whom came on here recently with all those books and systems, etc. I would not trade what I know or what I have been through for anything, nothing. I am pretty convinced I know 95% or better of all that exists in baccarat play, agendas, systems, teams, trends, patterns, play, people, etc., etc. That is my knowledge and that is my tool chest. I have never tried to make a living at gambling, nor depend on it for my sole support and livelihood. I did pour hundreds and hundreds of hours during the past year into a commercial school I was set to open in Nevada and the State Officials put a kink in it that I could not go for with licensing and permitting, they put it on the same level as post-secondary education with certified teachers, courses and everything else a regular private school would have to post, put up and endure. I shelved it for the time being. The state had two independent counsels rule my course synopsis too valuable to dealers and casino personnel, etc.)
I have been involved in gambling/casinos and businesses related to casinos in one form or another, legal as well as forms of illegal businesses, from many aspects, in many locations during the past decades. I have not just attacked the tables from the players perspectives, FYI--everyone. I also have numerous people in my family that are career individuals with some of the largest casino properties in the USA. My perspectives, my knowledge, my experiences and other things come from all sides. And like Mark/Gizmo--I have done it all for myself, at least up to this point anyways.
I just felt that I needed to put everything out there as I was running a school and claiming that this way was probably the best. (That is why it is called a public message board, no?)
Quote from: alrelax on Today at 04:19:22 PM
you talk stuff just go work and pay him back. Simple, why the poo poo?? (I wasn't attempting to antagonize Gizmo, just wanted his answer and finally got it)
I planned on that but now that part is wrecked for a surprise. So here is how it has been. The guy and I both know that you have to be aware of situation, motivation, and deliberate action to make the math work. We both accept this notion. So I got swept up in the TurboGenius commotion with four of my students at the school. That led to me creating a rule based computer simulation that actually worked. It's not Turbo's fault. It's mine. But I was totally convinced that it worked. It even makes sense that it should work It's based totally on the law of third stuff. In fact I'm surprised that it does not work. (That is from Gizmo, so be it. It is what it is. I have no reason other than to accept it at face value without my opinion as I am not part of it).
That is why I have written hundreds of unique sims investigating systems. I wanted to actually know if an idea worked or even came close to working. I was 100% sure this had to work. I took the money and made bold, blind, rule based bets expecting it to pay off. It was not a case of problem gambling. I even hocked my recording studio and fell behind on my new car payments believing this had to work. It blew up in my face and wrecked my friendship with our mystery contributor. I don't care what people think. He really put his own money up on all this. (Again, from Gizmo and he offers his reasoning's/explanation why he did what he did without technical reference or reasoning. Again, fine as that is his explanation. All good.)
So you wonder why I disclose my own dirty laundry in public. Truth on gambling forums is a very rare commodity. I'm an old fart. I can take it. I've lived some of the highest highs and also the lowest lows. I bragged that I had found the Holy Grail. I had to equally display the claim of my failure. It's just who I am. I learned early on that nobody cares what I did as one of the worlds first poly extreme athletes. So I did all that for myself. Nobody cares if I succeed at this. I'm just mad at myself that I went over budget and lost a gentleman's trust. This has brought me to the point to find out if what I have put together works, if it does, continue to use it, or give up. I'm at that point. If it does not work, and it is because I still have no self control, then I will know it. If it works, then I will know that I have mastered my self control issues. If it works I could have changed my life more than ten years ago when I started heavy research. If it works I will only say now that it is self control that makes it work. I won't say how I did that. It makes no sense wrecking it for others. Anyway several people here I suspect have found their own way to make gambling work. You are one of them. (I have no problem with people finding 'holy-grails' and bragging about them. I have a problem when they sell them and rip people off with all of their numerous 'would have's', 'could have's', or 'should have done it but you missed used it', pure b.s. stuff almost all of them are. However, what Gizmo did or relayed was his own stuff and was pretty up-front about it to a point. I am not privy to it all nor did I pay for anything. We talked about numerous things, on and off the board. We got side tracked with each of our personal life's and agendas, etc. We both probably said things we should not have?? I don't 100% know or am I trying to justify anything here. Mark/Gizmo did go off and choose to demean and humiliate myself with medical reasoning, right or wrong—I took offensive to the near majority of it and probably should have just ignored his medical claims regarding myself, etc. But that is in the past, I won't bring it up again, at least I don't think I will. As far as the self-control and knowledge issues, you have plenty and probably more good ones than bad ones. We all have bad ones, we have to or we would not know what the good ones are or be able to work towards them and refine whatever it is we need to in any area we are working in, etc.
As far as what other's think, people on here, especially those that do not go way back with us, do mistake numerous things I say, all good. However, they also have a habit to come on and state that and throw in their hatred and/or jealousy without reason too many times. They are kind of like part-time instigators. So be it, they will never go away and they are worthless anyway. As far as the 'truth on gambling forums is a rare commodity' is one of the biggest and boldest and never more accurate statements ever made on here! 110%!
What so many have no clue and no idea in gambling is, the situation, the action and the ability and how it all merges together. But one also needs, motivation, clear mind, vision, non-greed, non-have to, intense alertness without being one bit pompous, etc., to actually make those sessions pay off. Besides having a vast amount of knowledge about the downfalls and the psych interactions I have written about in such detail on the board. The game cannot be beat, there is no way to physically do it on a consistent basis using mathematical and statistical protocols, it is with everything else a player can make it work. However, if you found something else and you forgo everything I ever written about and discovered set mathematical protocols, god bless you—I am not saying it can never be done, I just don't see it or believe it can be in such nature.
As far as making gambling 'work'. Yes, I have in many ways. Perfectly, no. Better than the past, most certainly! I never claimed to be the guru or have the 'holy-grail' with commercial marketability such as that guy did whom came on here recently with all those books and systems, etc. I would not trade what I know or what I have been through for anything, nothing. I am pretty convinced I know 95% or better of all that exists in baccarat play, agendas, systems, teams, trends, patterns, play, people, etc., etc. That is my knowledge and that is my tool chest. I have never tried to make a living at gambling, nor depend on it for my sole support and livelihood. I did pour hundreds and hundreds of hours during the past year into a commercial school I was set to open in Nevada and the State Officials put a kink in it that I could not go for with licensing and permitting, they put it on the same level as post-secondary education with certified teachers, courses and everything else a regular private school would have to post, put up and endure. I shelved it for the time being. The state had two independent counsels rule my course synopsis too valuable to dealers and casino personnel, etc.)
I have been involved in gambling/casinos and businesses related to casinos in one form or another, legal as well as forms of illegal businesses, from many aspects, in many locations during the past decades. I have not just attacked the tables from the players perspectives, FYI--everyone. I also have numerous people in my family that are career individuals with some of the largest casino properties in the USA. My perspectives, my knowledge, my experiences and other things come from all sides. And like Mark/Gizmo--I have done it all for myself, at least up to this point anyways.
I just felt that I needed to put everything out there as I was running a school and claiming that this way was probably the best. (That is why it is called a public message board, no?)